But the light never come to this freaking dark world. Is God has abandoned me? Has He don't hear my prayer? Is it because all the thing I have done in my past? I wish I can change the past but its impossible. There no turning back for what I have done. I can't feel true happiness anymore. I can smiled like before. I have to fake that I'm okay. I just cried alone without no one noticed it. I just wish I can kill myself but I don't have the courage to take this pathetic life. I still hoping for the light to come to save me from this miserable life.
When I about to give up, you come to my dark world. At first I thought you are just the same with other people. Always judge me for what I have done and babbling about it. But you accept me just for I am and willing to help me to change myself. You are so difference from the people I used to know. You bring light to my world bit by bit. Then I realised that God have a funny way to sent light in this dark world. He sent you to me. Thank you. Alhamdulillah.